You should be proud of yourself, instead of saying, "Oh it's okay I've only got until X of X before I can kill myself" you can say, "It's been X amount of time since I decided I didn't want to kill myself" So everything is stil bad,and you still wish that sometimes you weren't around anymore. But you should be celebrating that suicide is just a fantasy as opposed to a possibility. This means that you've got a fighting chance of getting through whatever it is that you're struggling with because if you can't commit suicide, there's obviously something here that you want to stay alive for.
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