You'll be alright sweetie , I used to plan to kill myself on certain days all the time. I did that because I wanted to die and I couldn't actually go through with it. I used to say I'm going to kill myself on "this" day and I'd never do it. Keep battling on you'll feel better one day (soon I hope). I used to have no hope but it's all eventually started working for me and I'm sure it will for you in time =)
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