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feel kinda stupid.
Ok i was doing really good since i got out of inpatient in jan.
but i burned my foot when i was mad and i went to the doc yesterday and
its a bad 2nd degree burn and i feel really bad and stupid.
i just feel like the cutting thoughts are creeping up on me.
im scared of them cuz i dont wanna mess up again.
i feel like im tearing the relationship with my mom right in half.
im failing her..
shes all i have since my dad died.
ive tried alot of the distractions and theyre not very effective and im
just failing every time i cut.
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