I have writer's block when my emotions are very, very numb and I struggle very much to express them. It is irritating as they then build up inside of me. So I very much understand how you feel.
This could be very triggering for you, but it sometimes works for me. Please, please don't try it if it will set you off. I wrote about the cuts, I wrote about the positives and negatives of self-harm and described stuff in some cases. If I couldn't write then I would listen to songs and get thoroughly absorb myself in them. Usually the singing and stuff would calm me down after a few days/weeks and I would be alright again.
Usually the writer's block is from being so het up and agitated and you need to find a way to calm yourself down- for me anyway. During a writer's block type situation I end up writing about a sentence a day about how I feel, at least I am writing something and that prevents my stopping completely.
Just try and keep fighting and giving up self-harming. You can do it.
PM me if you ever need to talk xx
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