I broke down two days ago...
I cut. And I bled.
The next day I did it again.
Tonight, I will be strong.
Maybe???
4 days without eating.
Hope??? It's pointless.
I'll never get better.
Even if I do, what will I be? This is how I've been. This is how I created myself.
Broken, depressed, hurting, and self inflicting.
Always. I cannot remember a time when I wasn't like this.
There will be nothing left of me. I'll have to re-create myself. I'm not ready for that.
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