Hey Saphia,
I don't know about you, but I don't know many people who can just sit back and take everything that's thrown at them with no problem.. So you need not expect that of yourself.
You say that you "ruined" 2 months of hard work. You didn't ruin it. No matter what you've done now, the fact remains that you put in 2 months of hard work & achieved 2 months free.. And that's AWESOME! =]
Don't let the fact that you resorted back to it mean that you die.. Try and calm down sweetheart, you're worth more than that.
It can often feel like we're waiting for something in life, but it is coming. Keep making the effort to make it better & things'll get better one day.
Hang on in there.
Take care.
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