well and they freak out so much about self harm. I mean i know self harm isn't exactly great, but i would seriously just be scratching my arm with no tools. yes it was a pretty good scratch but it barely left a scar and its not like i was bleeding or anything. yet this one hospital would freak if i got caught doing something really minor like that. instead of talking to me about why i did it, they just made me sit out in the lobby staring at the wall watching this one lady get restrained when she wasn't even being violent or in the seclusion room (i preferred the latter lol). it was that freaking out and me feeling like i wasn't in control that made me want to harm in the hospital!
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