I just don't know how to deal with this in the mean while. I still have about 2 weeks to go before my next appointment with her and I can barely make it through the day but it's definitely struggling. And I'm scared coz I know that if i carry on like this my boyfriend is not gonna wanna be with me anymore and my friends will get sick of me always venting and i'll start failing at school. I can already see it all happening and I don't feel like there's anything I can do to stop it.
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