self destruct.... did not accomplish
take pills.... yes but not many
drink.... no didnt feel like it
make excuses.... kinda
isolate..... working on that now
hating and judging..... indifferent
taken meds, i sit here, and i think there are more pills downstairs that i could take, i could just take a bunch.... yes take them...... no dont take them.... yes take them..... fighting sleep for some reason and im sooooo exhausted.....
just numb, dont really care about anything right now. dont want to do anything in particular right now.... maybe sleep is the best option....
still slightly unsafe....
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