im going to try. but i almost cant do it without judging myself or feeling like the therapists and doctors are judging me. eventhough deep down i know that they dont judge people like that.
but for a while not (especially with my therapist) i have always canceled appointments claiming "im ok" "im fine" and not taking meds thinking i would be/am. and im not. so i feel like if i go back that they will secretly sit back and "laugh" thinking see she is not fine, see we were right......
maybe im paranoid........
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