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Whats the point
I really dont know the point of me posting this. I dont know if ive posted this in the right place.
So. The past few months i have not Si'ed as often as i used to. But then i stupid stuff happens. AN now i found myself the past few nightg just sitting on my own with something in hand just cutting myself to pieces not giving a monkeys about anything if im caught, if i make a mess. I dunno just feel so empty and alone right now. Just wanna feel something. SO yeah.
My thoughts are turning to suicide too. I dunno im just never gonna be good enough for anyone. Just wanna be alone and left to rot in a corner. Nothing matters anymore. I dont really have much left to live for. Just want to escape. I dont wanna do this anymore.
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