well yeah, i mean i've never been admitted and i've never been diagnosed with anything because the nhs/camhs are **** in my area, plus the fact i wasn't exactly honest with them because they were ****. however i still self harm badly and should probably get stitches everytime i do, but i dont.
therefore just because of that i feel like im a fake, i've not been diagnosed and no hospital. i see all these people saying 'im going into hospital' and im just like. great. okay. cool. im a fake.
i dunno, i guess it's just like. 'do you really have to go into hospital to be ill?'
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