Hey hun,
I don't really have anything useful to say, but I was thinking.. not to anything like the same extent, but I tend to get suicidal and have done some fairly stupid things when I drink.. and I know for me, it's not that the alcohol creates problems, just exacerbates what's already there. So if I'm feeling bad I'll end up a mess but otherwise I'll be okay.
Maybe it would be a good idea to avoid drinking, at least when things are bad? If you're really not willing to do that, please try to at least make sure you're as safe as possible, maybe try to limit how much you drink, make sure you're with people who will be able to take care of you.
Just be careful, yeah? Maybe something to talk about once you get some help sorted out..
Take care of yourself. Sorry this wasn't much use but here if you need anything! xx
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