I cut my thigh on tuesday, it wasn't shallow. I haven't been able to tell anyone, but I feel I needed to get it out. Its really sore. Part of me is kind of hoping it will get infected and part of me is scared that it will, its strange. I'm really sorry, but I had to tell someone. I don't want to do this again, it makes me so tired, I just want to get past it and leave all this behind
