I can see that it could be a difficult situation, but you can't always protect people or stop them worrying about you. He might jump to conclusions, but if you're open with him and explain what it is that you're going through, he will probably understand. It might not be an easy thing for him to deal with; it's not easy too watch someone you care about hurt themselves and his girlfriends suicide might make it harder for him. But I think you have to remember that it's difficult for you too, and I don't really think it's fair on you to not go to your training if this is the only thing you're worried about.
Take care
xxx
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