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undiagnosed?
I am a fifteen year old girl and i have been feeling suicidal since i was seven or eight years old but over the past few months it has been getting even worse and now i hear things occasionally.
I have never been to a therapist or a psychiatrist. I used to self harm but i have now stopped. What i recognize as symptoms all point to either schizophrenia bi polar type or Schizophreniform disorder which are basically the same thing. Sometimes i have episodes of feeling like a wild animal and wanting to tear off my skin and escape myself and commit suicide, i have attempted before but alas to no avail.
I cant tell my parents, i already tried a few years ago and it went unnoticed. If i tell one of the school councellors [she's also kind of a friend as i was in her class for a year and we get along well] that i am feeling suicidal at the very moment i am, does she by law have to call an ambulance or tell my parents that i am suicidal? does she have to tell anyone anything? i cannot see my doctor as he is friends with my dad....
please help? what should i do
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