I can relate to how you are feeling. I am a stay at home mum with 2 kids and my husband hardly sees the kids in the week days due to long hours so most of the caring for the kids/household things is done by me. i too have tried the playgroups, facebook, trying to make friendships etc. Its hard work to make friends and i really enjoy the company of others, yet i have few ''real'' friendships.
I can also understand the desire for SI during pregnancy - you would be more tired than usual, especially with only 6 weeks to go. I dont think you are forgetting how to interact, just maybe you dont have as much time, or energy? kids can be very draining and stressful...what about getting the kids babysat, then going out for a movie, dinner or something else you enjoy...it may help decrease the stress levels?
anyways just wanted to let u know i understand and can relate ''hugs''
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