10-08-2007, 03:14 AM
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Judith
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Thank you for your support.
I really hope that my therapist and my psychiatrist will get to know me a bit better by being able to read my texts.
But I am still sooo nervous and on the one hand I really fear and on the other hand I cannot wait to see them again and get feedback from them.
I used to write much and sometimes it really helped me but then, I got sooo afraid to write and I havenīt written for two years but last week, I wrote again .
Writing can be so difficult and terrifying because all of your emotions that you normally hide can come up.
I liked to write but I havenīt had the courage and motivation to try to make more of it and I hided my stories but now I want to share them and who knows perhaps I will dare to try to publish them one day?!
I am still unsure about my mum but it could be a chance for our mother- daughter- relationship, too.
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I can't control my destiny.
I trust my soul. My only goal is just to be. (Rent)
I'm selfish, inpatient and a little insecure.
I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best. (Marilyn Monroe)
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