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Old 28-12-2009, 06:33 PM   #73
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Hazel *hugs* Sorry to hear about how upsetting your mum's comments were... that must've been so frustrating and painful!! Are you doing a bit better now? And erm, nutritionists basically tell you what to eat, when to exercise, and keep an eye on fat/lean muscle gained/lost, also water retained. So he's not doing anything that I couldn't do at home with a proper scale. Heh. I almost completed a nutrition minor so I know a lot about food etc., also from just being eating disordered. You learn a lot then when you get SO obsessed over food!! :-/

Lanny *huggles* I'm actually a 6th year senior in uni, so yeh, I know it can be tough. I'm 21 going on 22. I've got a lot of support, although not as much as I would like - my family is being kind of stupid at the mo although they don't know it as I haven't talked with them about it. >_< I don't know how to bring it up... I don't want to cause alienation from them because I do need them for friendship, if not support really. Ugh. :( But anyway, yeah, I really like uni. I'm hoping to be done in August, then get a job and let my husband go to the same uni to which I'm currently going. :)

Yep, he's definitely a keeper!! As we don't really believe in divorce, for ourselves especially, I think we'll be together "til death do us part." I definitely hope so, at least... I don't want to have to live without him, and he's the same way... don't want to lose each other. I've known him since BEFORE I started self injuring... and that was pretty much the beginning of all of my mental health problems - so let's just say it feels like I've known him FOREVER!!! lol. :P

Well, meds have messed up my sex drive (lol) but I don't mind. I don't really enjoy sex as I was sexually abused for 2 years in school... only one time was it really bad, the rest of the time it was just touching... but it still scarred me emotionally. But anyway - this conversation is too adult for me ;) haha. I just don't want to get this thread on a too adult track. >_<

No, it doesn't feel right, that so many people struggle - and I think that nearly everyone has his/her own fight to face... but the world is a messed up one... one day it will be righted. But for now, we've just got to deal with life as it is, I suppose, and try and make it better for those we can. :)

*cuddles everyone and leaves some calorie-free truffles [the chocolate kind] on the table*



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All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.


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