*hugs you tight*
I'm so sorry that you're feeling like this. Slip ups are hard but they are not the end of the world. You are not back where you started. When you started, you had not gone two months before. One slip up does not mean that you are back into the same cycel. You can move on from this and continue to get better.
When you're feeling so low, it is inevitable that those feelings about everything else will transfer onto you and the image of you that you see will always have more faults than what anyone sees when they think of you. You're not weak. If you were weak then you would not have been able to go for two months.
You will feel happy one ay. One day things will be right for you and these feelings and emotions will not last forever. You might not be able to see a way out but I promise it is there. Suicide is not the answer to this. You can hold on and you can get through this but you need to keep fighting. We're all here for you. You can get through this. Take care of you.
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