Oh Kerry, love... *gentle cuddles* You're not being stupid, not at all. It's so difficult when you have a fight with your significant other/spouse, but even worse when it's on Christmas, and it's already difficult for you to reach out. Can you talk with a friend, maybe? That might help... or post more, I'll be off and on here all day and so will other people.
Sorry if my words don't help that much, but hun, you're not being stupid. Try not to think that. You're struggling, you're fighting - and you will be a survivor of this.
*more gentle cuddles*
|