hey hun..sounds like you've been through a lot in one lifetime. no one has the right to treat anyone else the way your stepdad treated you. i can understand that you don't know if your ready to forgive him..it's not something that you can just get over..as crimsonsurrender said have you thought about counselling? this could help in the long term.
as for now, can you try to stay with someone else..friend or relative? if that's not possible then i dont think it would be such a bad thing for you to have a friend stay over. your stepdad may decide to behave if someone else is around, and if it gets bad your friend can go home, and hopefully you can go with them.
take care hun..hope it all goes ok
xoxoxox
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