im sorry to hear about your sister
it seems you are still grieving and you dont know how to show your emtions properly about how much it hurt so u turned them into this angrey range to show how you are feeling i think its best to find a proffesional to talk to to help you and explain by talking or letter or go see your doctor
i dont blame you for ur rage when my nan died i went of the rails i was a bitch to everyone i loved i took it out on everyone i started not going school ignoring everyone intil one day i realised what i was doing was hurting everyone eles and my nan would of never want this to happpen so i got help talk to someone and in time i got better but i still think of my nan everday of mylife ..............sorry if this dont help......................life isnt fair it takes the clostest away for us but there is always a reason and the end
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