I have a lot of MH and medical health problems.
I have eating disorders (a mixture of binge eating disorder, bulimia and anorexia over the years).
I have alcohol and drug addictions.
I have Emotional Dysregulation.
I've been a Self Harmer since I was 7.
I have ADHD combined.
I have GAD.
I have OCD.
I have Receptive Language Difficulties.
I have Communication Difficulties.
I have Severe and Complex Emotional Needs.
Medically I have M.E, which stands for Myalgic Encephalopathy, or another name is Myalgic Encephalomyelitis, and Acid Reflux Disease.
I could have Borderline Personality Disorder & Dependent Personality Disorder.
I have all of the symptoms, but no diagnosis, as the PD's are not commonly diagnosed / supposed to be diagnosed in under 18's (I'm 17)
I've just been told I have attachment difficulties - she wasn't very specific, but as with the PD's, I suffer from all of the symptoms and they do affect me severely.
There is talk about me having a PD. I'll be discussing all of this with my psychiatrist.
I've also been seeing CAMHS since I was 7 as well as other different services, I was on the Child Protection Register, & I had a Special Educational Needs Statement too, and for the last few years of school, I was in a SEN school, & I've been sectioned before, and I've tried to commit suicide more than... I'm not even sure now, 30+ times, I've lost count, since I was roughly 8/9 years old, but I have been pretty suicidal and have had dark moods for a long time now.
Hmmm. =/
Is it odd that all I know are problems? & I feel they are me? & without them... who am I? Despite hating them so much & wishing I didn't have them because of how badly they affect me? :s
Last edited by Cryptic. : 07-01-2010 at 02:28 PM.
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