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one_step_closer · 16-12-2009, 07:02 PM

I think what I want the most is to be away from my family and to have care and support. I can't get that outwith hospital. I wish I knew how to move forward. I actually can't wait until my next relapse so that I can go back to hospital but at the same time I know that when i'm in hospital I won't want to be there.

I feel so ashamed.

16-12-2009, 07:02 PM	#12
one_step_closer The Shadow of the Day Join Date: Oct 2004 Location: Scotland	I think what I want the most is to be away from my family and to have care and support. I can't get that outwith hospital. I wish I knew how to move forward. I actually can't wait until my next relapse so that I can go back to hospital but at the same time I know that when i'm in hospital I won't want to be there. I feel so ashamed.
	I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much. Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass. You didn't come this far just to come this far.