The problem with that is that we were in the middle of trying to switch my medications. I didn't like the way Effexor was making me feel. I wasn't sad anymore but I wasn't much of anything anymore. I was very blank. It wouldn't have been a big deal except much of my coursework is creative writing and I can't write creatively when my mind is a blank page.
So now I'm torn between "do I go to a GP (which would cost me $60 anyway) and ask them to start me on Effexor again, even though I didn't like it, or do I suffer through until I can save enough money for a psych who will give me something else?"
