hey, how are you doing now?
what helps me with my meds is using a med-minder that i put all the doses in for the whole week ahead of time and then when it's med time, the pills are already all organized and i don't have to fuss with all the bottles
maybe that would help you take them safely?
what i am more afraid of than anything else is going back to the hosp. i am sorry it scares you too.
the only thing that makes me feel better about it is knowing what i have to do to stay out of there.
you don't want to go deeper because it will get you put back there so it isn't even an option
plus you dont deserve to hurt yourself like that, because it's only a temporary distraction for the problem and not a solution to the problem and you deserve a solution
remember that you can always call a crisis line or something if things get too screwed up and confused
*hugs* hope you are okay. talking really helps. keep posting here!
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