I wish I could be back in hospital too, I also feel I need to be as I feel insane at the moment with derealisation, but my nurse thinks I'm doing well. Lots of things remind me of hospital too, and I think of what I'd be doing if I was in there, I too like the security and being cared for, and having people visit me and bring me things, doing the ot every day, having other patients to talk to, yeah I miss it, even the layout of the place. The first time I was in I absolutely hated it, yet once I got out all I could think of was being back in so you're not the only one with that either. Hope you're ok and I'm sorry this is hurting you.
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