Purging isn't a good thing to get into, believe me it's not fun and it's really hard to stop.
I'm guessing you liked it because it made you feel better and less guilty about eating? That doesn't last for long, the more you start doing it the more digusting you start to feel about yourself, and smelling off sick all the time? Not good.
It causes loads of health problems, both internal ones and then stuff you can see such as puffy cheeks, rotten teeth, bad skin, making your hair fall out. In my opinion, there's not much point trying to make yourself feel better about yourself by being thin when you've wrecked your face trying.
You're already doing a lot of damage to your body with restricting, so I agree with nikaroo that you should at least think about getting help with this, before you damage your body more.
Take care
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