Pretending to be fine is absolutely exhausting I agree. Coming out of hospital and back in 'the world' is always hard - hang in there. I don't talk to people IRL about my stuff or meds or anything because they're not in my skin so they tend to put their own needs into their opinions rather than mine. And that puts a barrier between us.
anyway. I hope you can hang on to some of that peace you found.
And give yourself space not to be fine ....
Ce
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