*hugs* firstly hun you did nothing wrong..your boyfriend should have listened to you the first time, but if he continued then yes it is assault. you feel the way you do because he used you and ignored what you wanted. just because it was ok with you to have sex the first time does not make it ok for him to have you whenever he wants. you are not a slut!!!
and in the end cutting wont give you back what he took, and it wont make you feel clean (never worked for me anyway)
do you have a close friend you can talk to?
maybe even counselling would help.
take care sweetie xoxoxox
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