Thanks. I think it is more that I can't stop crying and it will bother me for ages. Sometimes it is on the verge of hysteria.
I don't want to say too much about it, but I was doing the work for them as extra to my job and I don't think it was nice of them. They didn't criticise me as such, but when I was there this week nothing was said and they were nice to me. I'm supposed to talk about it with my boss, but I avoided it as I knew that I would start crying.
I just hate the whole idea of people pretending to be nice and not being really. It means you never know if people really like you or not.
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