thanks for the advice guys. it's not that i don't wanna drink, just with the group of friends I've got, most nights out are massively drunk, and when I was on anti depressants before and didn't drink it wasn't great to be honest. I had an ok time but I just felt worse cos everyone else was drunk and i wasn't. I dunno why i feel like that and i know it's not good but you know....it's what happens.
I might go see the doctor next week if i still feel like this. I dunno. maybe i just need a break and uni finished next week, but i've still got **** loads of work to do over the holiday. *shrugs shoulders* who knows what's going on in my head. sometimes i feel like i need to be sectioned or something.
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