the people at my college are strange - once they notice something is 'wrong' with you they kinda segregate you and label you crazy and dysfunctional.... i'd rather just stay under the radar tbh....
i didnt plan to go away for uni - i live in london right now and LOVE it - but my grades have kinda meant i've had to apply to further away places....
either way though (even if i get into where ive applied in london) i'll still move out of home. i hope the problem can be solved by just getting space to myself coz this is difficult...
cut again tonight, and if anything i feel worse... heavy now from the lies... oh for simplicity!
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