[caz23]

Thanks for the replies.

Hmm, I think I might give it a go if things aren't better by my next appt with my psych at the end of the month.

The other day I was like, "pfft, I don't need Lithium, as if". But today I feel like absolute crap, I haven't even got out of bed. ****ing moodswings. I hate being this way so I guess I need to forget any negative feelings I have about taking it and just give it a try. In a way I feel slightly disheartened by the fact that I might have to take it. But then there is this tiny part of me that feels optimistic, or maybe hopeful is the word. It might work. I might be able to start having a life.

I still think that having loads of blood tests at the beginning will be annoying, but it's not like I'm scared of needles. And frankly, anything is better than feeling like this.

Rambling on there! just need to talk about it or my head will explode!

Thank you