i managed to tell him, feel really silly though as i couldnt say it so i wrote it on my phone and handed it to him whilst we were in bed. i couldnt even look at him, i feel so guilty. he said it was fine that i felt that way because i didnt hurt myself, little did he know thats all i thought about for the rest of the night. Still feeling the urges to do so just hope i can resist and try block out these thoughts
thanks for replying
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