I'm so glad to hear you told your mom, that is one of the hardest things to do! I'm also glad she has made your doctors appointment. It can be a hard thing for a parent to hear their child is suffering and sometimes they go in denial and say its just stress etc.
I just wanted to let you know, that I am terrified of doctors. I have never met anyone in real life as scared of a doctor as me. I put off seeing my doctor for years and years and finally about 3 weeks ago I went. I sat in the waiting room alone and I went in alone and told her everything and it was the best thing I've ever done. I felt great afterwards that I had done something I found so scary and I think next time I go it will be easier. Its hard to say how you're feeling but remember its nothing to be ashamed of and you are not the only one with these problems.
I hope your doctor is as good with you as mine was with me. Good luck and let us know how it goes *hugs*
|