There are times, times when I wish I could just get over the fear and get on with it. But I can't. I never will. I'll never be able to. So when I binge I'm left feeling revolting and gross.
I had to eat because I was feeling ill.
Only now I feel all disorientated and wrong and it's the day after and the scales say I've gained an obscure amount for one day of eating. This is stupid. I just want to not be this weight any more.
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