SI can be sort of addictive, and it sounds like you become fairly dependent on it. How long have you been cutting? Have you had any kind of professional help for it? There doesn't have to be something specific to 'make' you cut every time - it's often a way to deal with depression or other more general bad feelings. Maybe can you try to think about how you feel right before you cut so that maybe you can find ways to distract yourself when you feel like that or ways to avoid feeling like that in the first place?
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