Thanks for all the replies...
were still together at the moment.. But i dont know how long for.
We had quite a horrible conversation and it turns out he is still punishing me for hurting him, yet he didnt realise how much he was hurting me because of it.. god the conversation was so ****ed up i dont know where to start..
He's stopped me from cutting in the past, stopped me making attempts to end my life.. I do *really* care about him and what we used to have but with the distance and feeling like im being punished i dont know how much of this i can take anymore
he cant get over the fact i "slept" with someone after i broke up with him, he gets "physically sick at the thought" (thats his words) we werent even together.
I just feel so helpless at the moment, i saved his life stopped him cutting as well in the past but at the moment in just questioning everything i dont know if im even making sense right now!
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