I quite often feel disconnected from people, but I guess when things were hurting so much emotionally it felt less weird to be a bit disconnected because the pain was a distraction. Now I feel calmer I notice the disconnect more, also the fear and hopelessness - although I feel less upset about it all I also feel more hopeless and apathetic... it's never straightforward is it? Doc appt in another 10 days or so (apparently he's very busy at this time of year! that made me laugh...) But I know you guys are going through similar stuff, thanks for your support.
"When your going through hell, keep going!" - lol, I haven't heard that before, but it's very true :)
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