Matt,
You never gave me answers to of why... Why did you think it was ok to have a relationship with a 16 year old? Why did you think it was ok to get away with it? What the **** were you thinking? You promised me so much ****.. For what? Only for another ****ing person to let me down. Why did you take my cutting away? The one thing that was keeping me together.. The one thing that helped me forget the abuse of him. I've forgiven you.. But have you forgiven yourself?
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Dane,
Why did you attack me that night? It's one thing I will never forget. I remember every single detail of that night..
I hate that I had to see you again 2 years later. The way I had the panic attack at school. The way hatred built up in me.