Hey, I think there's a great difference between dying of natural causes or maybe an accident than there is making the conscious decision to leave our family and friends.
By choosing that way out it leaves our friends and family with guilt that they could have done something to make our lives easier, it leaves them with that constant question.....why?
Imagine if it was the other way 'round. Someone who you love so dearly does it. How would you feel? Could you forgive them? Could you forgive yourself?
I tried to a few times when I was younger. Knowing what my life is like now, I'm soooo glad that it didn't work. I'd have missed out on the great relationship I'm in now, I'd have missed out on the birth of my beautiful niece, I'd have missed out on the chance of being a parent myself one day...these are things worth living for. Sometimes things are so dark that it feels like there's no way out....but believe me. There is! Talk to whoever you can about it because sooner or later you will find that light at the end of the tunnel, no matter how long that tunnel may be. Remember, what doesn't kill us makes us stronger.
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