thanks for your reply Lottie.
theres nothing in particular thats set it off just generally feeling really suicidal at the moment for no reason.
i just felt for the first time very alone, none of my support network seemed to care and I know thats just how i percieve it but that is how it felt which made it worse.
I did take a teeney overdose at the time in an attempt to sleep and forget but it didnt do anything at all.
I just want it all to go away, and for my biggest worry to be my uni work like everyone else instead of it being my hate of life.
sorry rant over!!
Livvi xx
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