OMG! This thread has brought back something that I knew about but hadn't 'labelled' as odd or not normal. I used to try and break my bones - bang hardback books against my shins and try to jump down the stairs.
I only considered that I SH from my punching inanimate objects back in 2001/2002 ...I thought I was a late-starter in that respect...but it seems that I was, in fact an early starter.
I guess, Stellata, that through your therapy and with time memories will be triggered in different ways. I tried for so many years just trying to remember, thinking I'd find answers to certain situations, but the harder I tried the further they went away. Try not to worry about not remembering. It's about who you are now.
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