Oh, Ann I hate to see you back in this horrible place again. Look at all you have achieved. Don't throw it away, all those years 'free', of hard work.
Can you maybe write something for him, like what you posted?
Tell him, flat-out, that you feel you deserve (and want) more time and attention, support...a full relationship...
Pls put the blades away...you well know what hell you will end up in if you turn to it now.
You are strong enough to do this. You really, really are.
I'm sorry he is upsetting you so much.
You're a truly lovely person, who deserves to be treated as such.
Do you have anyone, psych/doc/etc, to talk to about htis?
Pls keep safe
love ya
xx
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