This might seem like an obvious question; but why? What is your life lacking now that you feel you need to fill it with these emotions? And furthermore, is there anything else that works for you to give you that rush and that passion, even something basic like really loud music, or dareisay, sex?
And as much as you long for these things back, what about all the negative sides of self harm? You can do serious damage to your liver/skin/body, end up in hospital, have to take time off from work & uni, waste money on care equipment and those sort of things. Of course, there will be more personal negatives for you, maybe they're worth thinking about?
Please Soph, don't give in to these urges - you can overcome them.
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