By the sound of it he cares about you a lot. I don't think it's that he feels obliges, I think he genuinely wants to be with you, and to help you. It's okay to need to depend on someone, at least for a while. Eventually you'll be able to not depend on him so much, and then you'll have something to feel really proud of yourself for. In fact, I think you have something to feel proud of yourself for already. I mean, you've lasted this long with out SI-ing. That's a great achievement. And if you're going to your GP then that's another thing to be proud of. A lot of people wouldn't be brave enough to do that. I know I can't. I think you're doing amazingly well. Just hang on in there, keep going, I know you can do it. :)
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