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i'm thinking about talking to someone like counceilling but i'm not sure. I went to talk to someone the other week just cause i thought there was some stuff if i just said i'd have got it out and that would be the end of it. was ok, didn't stop talking and can see if i did go back lots would need to talk about.
but i don't know if i need to. i guess a lot of ppl find it doesn't help anyway.
i don't have the extra money to spend on it. think i could get it free cause i'm under 25 but would mean going into somewhere were everyone knew what you were going in for rather than someones house.
but i still don't know if there's any point. I used to hurt myself and hadn't for ages and the only reason i am at the minute is cause there's stuff going on that i'm really struggling to deal with but it will blow over and then i won't need to. but i don't have to now but it's the only thing that will make it better and not sure if i want to not have that although i don't wnat to do it.
guess i'm pretty confused if i need to now cause i'm not really si it's just the occasional scratch really but i wanna be able to deal with it by myself. i've always dealt with stuff myself before.
how does this sound to you guys, is it worth going and does it help with how you deal with things (only people i know who have gone it hasn't helped)
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