Yeh... I know it's hard for her... Especially seeing though the last time I was cutting I also tried to kill myself... On multiple occasions... And she uses the help thing against me, I think, because she blames herself... But it's not her fault... It's like... We'll be arguing and she'll say 'if you don't like it then why don't you go tell your councillor?'. And I know she doesn't like me being on RYL because she doesn't trust the internet. But I've gotta go against her, because I don't think I'd be able to cope without these things... I mean... Here I don't feel like I'm totally on my own... And that helps a little...
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